The Fear of Missing Out

I caught myself this week trying to "buy some time". Buying time with what ? And buying time for what? For the better of 30 years, I have been doing all the healthy things to make sure that I would not get sick. Operating this way had me stressed out with everything. I ate vegetarian…

Pablo’s on vacation

The thing with this threesome is that I can't rely on anykind of consistency in my reactions to the treatment. Sometimes, NO perceptible change can throw me off course for a few days. Or a few weeks... Ok, so each cycle is 4 weeks. I take Pablo for three weeks and Lolaz goes uninterrupted. So…

When it’s time, it’s time

I am the kind of person that needs to have everything handled before I move. I'm getting ready to be ready. To the point that when I'm finally ready, I'm too exhausted with stress that I don't really enjoy the thing I got ready for. I tried something different this time. I announced the release…

The Fire Within

I don't think I ever talked to you about this course I'm taking. It's a ten month-long course, with 5 intensive weekends and practice work in between weekends. It's called the Wisdom Unlimited Course and it is fabulous. It's my second time in the course -- I did it in 2008 and created amazing results…

Waking up

I won't be too long on the "in the last two years I just slept". Only to establish context. So in the past two years I couldn't even picture being where I am today. I am rediscovering the depth of my own heart, the bubbly nature of my mind and the light of my soul.…

What reminds you of “home”?

Day 2/30 photo challenge: HOME Today, I am thankful for the abundance of food that have blessed my home through the years. Raising 3 amazing and healthy children more #blessings were showered upon us. May we gather again and again to share a bowl of homemade soup. With great respect! A.

Is it a cat or a dog?

Day 2/30: animal I think I started by trying to draw a wolf and then it looked like a cat... With great respect! A.

Back to first loves

Growing up I had many interests, but writing and drawing were the most fulfilling. In my twenties, having to raise my kids, work and stuff, I chose to keep up with the writing. Drawing was lost but never forgotten. For about 20 years I kept buying brushes, canvas, pencils, pens and paint, thinking that I…

Going for the Gold

Yes it's the time of the Summer Olympics. I always waited with much excitement to participate with my cheers and love, supporting the favorites and discovering favorites in many sports. What gets me so excited is the determination, commitment that athletes show, day in and day out, to achieve their goals. This can be applied to…

On Commitment

I found this in my stuff: "If you don't make a total commitment to whatever you are doing, then you start looking to bail out the first time the boat starts leaking. Its tough enough getting that boat to shore with everybody rowing, let alone when a person stands up and starts putting their life jacket…