I caught myself this week trying to "buy some time". Buying time with what ? And buying time for what? For the better of 30 years, I have been doing all the healthy things to make sure that I would not get sick. Operating this way had me stressed out with everything. I ate vegetarian…
I’ve never heard that before
Said the doctor when I shared that I had more pain during week 4 of the treatment cycle. You should've seen my face. "It shouldn't be possible, the medication stays in the body, you shouldn't see that drastic shift during week four." Week four is when Pablo takes a vacation and Lolaz stares at me…
Pablo’s on vacation
The thing with this threesome is that I can't rely on anykind of consistency in my reactions to the treatment. Sometimes, NO perceptible change can throw me off course for a few days. Or a few weeks... Ok, so each cycle is 4 weeks. I take Pablo for three weeks and Lolaz goes uninterrupted. So…
On the road

At the end of June, I packed up all my stuff, put it in storage and I left. I'm not on vacation. I'm am working and writing and doing all my stuff while traveling. It is not a Soul searching kind of thing. I am not lost trying to discover who I am. I'm very…
New release: Remind me of you — poetry collection

It's like a new baby. You want to tell the world and at the same time you want time to stay still and taste, over and over again, the feeling of magic swirling all over your life. It was suppose to be my Christmas gift. It's my "Life happens right here, right now " gift!…
Listen to the rhythm of your life

First, let me wish you a luminous 2017. As we enter this new year, I wish to get to know you all better, share ideas, become partners in making life an amazing event everyday! I love you all! I just read my last post, written 4 months ago. I was so enthusiastic, ready and keen…
When it’s time, it’s time

I am the kind of person that needs to have everything handled before I move. I'm getting ready to be ready. To the point that when I'm finally ready, I'm too exhausted with stress that I don't really enjoy the thing I got ready for. I tried something different this time. I announced the release…
The Fire Within

I don't think I ever talked to you about this course I'm taking. It's a ten month-long course, with 5 intensive weekends and practice work in between weekends. It's called the Wisdom Unlimited Course and it is fabulous. It's my second time in the course -- I did it in 2008 and created amazing results…
Waking up

I won't be too long on the "in the last two years I just slept". Only to establish context. So in the past two years I couldn't even picture being where I am today. I am rediscovering the depth of my own heart, the bubbly nature of my mind and the light of my soul.…
What reminds you of “home”?

Day 2/30 photo challenge: HOME Today, I am thankful for the abundance of food that have blessed my home through the years. Raising 3 amazing and healthy children more #blessings were showered upon us. May we gather again and again to share a bowl of homemade soup. With great respect! A.