The Fear of Missing Out

I caught myself this week trying to "buy some time". Buying time with what ? And buying time for what? For the better of 30 years, I have been doing all the healthy things to make sure that I would not get sick. Operating this way had me stressed out with everything. I ate vegetarian…

I’ve never heard that before

Said the doctor when I shared that I had more pain during week 4 of the treatment cycle. You should've seen my face. "It shouldn't be possible, the medication stays in the body, you shouldn't see that drastic shift during week four." Week four is when Pablo takes a vacation and Lolaz stares at me…

Let’s dance

I noticed the other day that I haven't been listening to music much. I put some binaural beats to help with sleep at night, but here I'm talking about music with lyrics and listening just for the fun of it. I used to listen to music during my morning/evening commutes to and from work. When…

On the Importance of Eyebrows

When I did chemotherapy four years ago I lost all my hair. When I say all my hair. I mean ALL OF IT. Not just on my head, but also on my arms, on my legs. My eyebrows, my eyelashes. The annoying lady mustache. Pubic hair. ALL OF IT. I had a moment of despair…

Pablo’s on vacation

The thing with this threesome is that I can't rely on anykind of consistency in my reactions to the treatment. Sometimes, NO perceptible change can throw me off course for a few days. Or a few weeks... Ok, so each cycle is 4 weeks. I take Pablo for three weeks and Lolaz goes uninterrupted. So…

Just what’s going on

I thought a lot about doing a post over here about what's going on with me. I didn't feel the impulse to write and I didn't just want to write two lines and sign off for weeks. So we found a tumor in my right breast and they removed it on April 18th. Actually, they removed…

Listen to the rhythm of your life

First, let me wish you a luminous 2017. As we enter this new year, I wish to get to know you all better, share ideas, become partners in making life an amazing event everyday! I love you all! I just read my last post, written 4 months ago. I was so enthusiastic, ready and keen…

When it’s time, it’s time

I am the kind of person that needs to have everything handled before I move. I'm getting ready to be ready. To the point that when I'm finally ready, I'm too exhausted with stress that I don't really enjoy the thing I got ready for. I tried something different this time. I announced the release…

The Fire Within

I don't think I ever talked to you about this course I'm taking. It's a ten month-long course, with 5 intensive weekends and practice work in between weekends. It's called the Wisdom Unlimited Course and it is fabulous. It's my second time in the course -- I did it in 2008 and created amazing results…

Waking up

I won't be too long on the "in the last two years I just slept". Only to establish context. So in the past two years I couldn't even picture being where I am today. I am rediscovering the depth of my own heart, the bubbly nature of my mind and the light of my soul.…